THE RED SHOES
This past February it happened and I was in complete disbelief that it
happened. In one split second my life was altered. No, not a doctor telling me
I needed further tests but in fact a sure thing, I had severely crushed several
toes on my left foot.
MANY people begging me to tell the whole story and the ones
I finally did wished that I had not, a bizarre accident. I will not be any more
descriptive to you my readers either!
Fortunately within minutes I was being driven to a local
hospital for x-rays as I texted an MD friend of mine for an orthopedic
referral.
In all my years I hadn’t ever been to an ER for myself. I
believed the injury to be serious enough to need surgery. Before I left for the
ER apparently I gave explicit instructions to my sons wife as to how to take
care of my elderly cat with her special needs. I have always found it
interesting what a person will focus on amidst a crisis. I was just like
everyone else. I was triaging the NECESSARY.
Indeed as I already knew 3 of my 5 toes were severely
crushed. As a runner no less a person who works on her feet every day this was
potentially a life-altering event. Trauma? Indeed!
The following day I consulted with the MD who told me he
thought with time, I would heal without surgery. Time.. as we age that timeline
stretches much farther than our patience does. The first week I was off my foot
100% with it elevated above my heart. The second week I was allowed to ambulate
using crutches but again not allowed to put my foot onto the floor. The third
week I was allowed to use the crutches and put pressure on my heel alone. The
fourth week I was allowed to walk but only placing my foot flat, no flexing.
The fifth week I was allowed to walk that same way without crutches. I was out
of work for 5 weeks! If I had to have had surgery it would have been 6-8 or
more so this was a true fortune in the recovery timeline.
As I was able I was allowed to rehab using gym equipment
that didn’t compromise my foot. It was indeed it took a mental focus to drive a
total of an hour to and from the gym to move for 20 minutes maximum.
Clearance? I was given clearance to go back to work when I
could wear a particular brand of clog. The MD didn’t want me to be in any other
shoe that would flex. This particular one has a thick and supportive foot bed.
I hobbled to the store determined to return to work as soon
as possible. The clog style didn’t allow me to slip my foot into the shoe. I
was disheartened.
But then, the clerk brought me just one more style. There
they were! BRIGHT RED PATENT MARY JANE STYLE CLOGS!!
I could get my still swollen foot in them my loosening the
strap. The red were the only color she had in my size. “Sold” I said!
I returned to work after many weeks away. Since then not one
day passes that someone doesn’t remark about my shoes. Yes, I have continued to
wear them all these months since. EVERY DAY I have worn the red shoes.
“There’s no place like home, right?”
“Do you click your heels?”
“Love the red shoes and your orange jacket!”
“Pop of color, love it!”
“Nice to see something cheerful”
The comments are varied and daily. Now, I feel an obligation
to wear the red shoes much like other expectations. I begin my 6th
month wearing the red shoes. They came into my life as a necessary tool and
now, they have morphed into a topic of conversation. Maybe someday I’ll wear my
western boots!
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